Thinkin' Thinkin' & Still Thinkin'

Okay. So Here i sit pondering with many thoughts in my head, wondering if this could work. Is it possible? It all sounds so good, and it's what I always wanted. Is this my time? Is this my window to get out of this town? Will it work out if I go? A very good friend of mine as thrown an idea at me that has been kind of a dream / the plan of what I've always wanted to do. A new job. Doing what I worked hard for and went to school for. Doing what I love. Being in a new city. Getting to experience the city life. A new life. Everything would be different. New people, new job, new schedules, being in a "city" (not a small town.) Always having something to do! Being far enough away from my family that I wouldn't see them all the time, but if I really wanted to I could still come home for a weekend. It's always prettier that way. Coming home for visits were my favorite part of long weekends, cause I'd get to visit with my family but I was always happy to see the end of the weekend and have my own place and sanity again. My Freedom. I'm mentally prepared and ready for that state of my life. However, I have a bit of a dilemma. "my first big buy" its a little expensive and making the payments right now is good, when you don't have any other bills or rent or anything. I've been trying to come up with an idea. A way to make this work. A budget perhaps. Maybe even a job on weekends ... waitressing? haha Would i really have to burn the candle at both ends? I'm almost willing to take that chance right now. It'd be temporarily however is it going to be worth it? I'll have one my best friends at my side, we'll get to work together and see each other on weekends. We'll be in the same town again, can do our walks, yoga, tanning, coffee, lunch, dinner, movie nights, popcorn, STRESS release, girls nights, and kick each others butts into mode to get off of our asses and do something productive, SHOP! and just hang out like old times. There's a list of things that could go on forever that was just to name a few. The things I miss. The Cranbrook life we had. However in a big city will there be as much time for all of this fun we like to create in our spare time.I know we both love to think there is, and I am sure we would make it work, we are talkin about 2 girls with pure determination. WHAT TO DO????? I don't want to pass by this open door and regret it in the future. How can I make this work? I am headin up to Edmonton on Thursday I guess this will be a deciding factor of how much I like the city, and if I could handle it. I haven't been there for a few years now, I loved it before, hopefuly it is the place I still want to be.On that note I better get off to bed. Edmonton to be? or Not to be?? Any thoughts? Words of wisdom and insights are always welcome. Throw me some curve balls make me think!!! . . . . . . . . Goodnight